今日 は やさしい です、 ね?

で も。。。 

学校 わ 怖い。 TT^TT 

だから

あたし が 決める~！

あきらめないで~~~

"ナイテ×ナイテ ナイテ×ナイテ ココロに水がたまって
ワラッテ×ワラッテ ワラッテ×ワラッテ あふれちゃいそうになって
きみは大丈夫ですか 星も応援してるけど "

よ~






 

let's pretend that song was for me (except for the shounen part)

the thing is.


i fail in life.

ネ申ーさま、

助かってくだし。今、私 は かなしみ です よ~

ダルーちやん より

 

hello. my name is Love. Love Lim. haha. i wasnt able to fangirl for 4 days. i attented this training of all paulinian schools blablablablabla and all the shizzzzz. i dont want to state what happened all in all. OH! i want to point out the sort of higlighting (highlighting? WHATAWORD=)) )moments =))) or.. uhmm how should i sayyy it. moments or stuff  that i wont forget [nuks =))]

~SCT 08-09 :)
yeay. ate nikki . sunny . ate millie . ate tara (wish you were there :( ) . ate cla . ate abi . ate Aa . Noki . :) they're nice people. thank you Lord. :D

~JACKIE
[[sorry na :)) sorry kung di niyo kilala si jackie :)) ]] paulinians from hong kong visited us. YES, I LOVE THEM XD. THEY'RE FUN PEOPLE =)) I LOVE YEOW =)) ESPECIALLY BOBO :) I LOVE YOU BOBO! :"> *will elaborate more*

~409
yeay we're room 409. GS SCT is for room 408. :| * is scared*

~409
in the PS DORM ; there were 2 rooms for HS SCT. haha :)) but they changed it. ate Aa, Ate Cla and sunny transferred from 407 to 409.

~sleepless night.
i wasnt able to sleep. yeah for the first night. i had difficulty sleeping.
-first : i was afraid of the dark, good thing they agreed on not turning off the lights *yeay*
-second : idk. haha :)) seriously. i wasnt able to sleep cause thing just randomly pop in my head and these things wot let my brain rest :'( and OH!
i know how each member of SCT *well, aside form ate tara* Sleeps. *evil laugh* HAHA ;;) i observe things very well. i remember things/details easily. *huurraayy for my talent =))*haha.

~Opening Thingo
YEAY! spcp Chorale performed and as always.... {saliva drop} im so proud of them :) when they were singin the national anthem; everyone was silent after that. all of them we're like WWOOOOAAAHHH XDD tehn they were the ones for the intermission they sang kruhay[?] and the COCONUT SONG =)) [idk the exact title] yeay! 

~talk about clarion chenes.
clarion? *nosebleed* idk i listened to the speaker, fortunately i was able to remeber and understand him; even though i was sleeping in the part where we were supposed to listen to this song. hehe. told you i wasnt able to sleep the night before

~F
Im in group F! we're under ate ja and ate chelly *claps for my senpais* Luckily, my groupmates are nice. ate cla and i didnt have a hard time making friends with them. and oh! i made a new friend during the first breakout session.

~Francine
meet francine. :) She's from St.Paul Collge Pasig-DAVAO. (i dont know why they need ti indicate pasig. yes i know they're the extension school of spcps but; they can just call it SPCdavao. well idk)she's my first friend in group F :) she's an anime fan :D she likes a lot of animes one of which is god save our king. She knows Ouran! yeay * claps for my fave anime* she even brought a manga of ouran on that day. -- that's what she said :D there. i forgot to ask her if she knows detective academy. she's nice :) she know utada hikaru , hyde etc :) yeay! *srsly; didnt know there were anime fans there*

~Inconvenient Truth.
it's a nice talk :) YEAY I DIDNT SLEEP XD :)

~CULTURAL NIGHT
Say hello to cultural night 1. haha. srsly. we sang at the beginning and danced i'll be there for you. my friends would probably wonder. SI DARRYL, KUMANTA? SUMAYAW SI DARRYL? haha. swear :)) i did. :| *hides*  the other schools did a good job. i freaked out when i saw the demon costume. SPCParanaque's performance was nice. *i was only able to watch their practice* Good job (ate)nikki! (ate)angel! :).

~KRONK
HELLO NOKI =)) i dont have load :| and then there's this girl who asked noki how to pasaload. of course ;taught the girl how. eh the girl was kind of.. uhmm.. high? uhmm well she wasnt that focused on what she's doing cause of some issues idk. i was like. NOKI, SANA BINIGAY MO S KNYA UN NUMBER KO PARA NAGKALOAD AKO =)). the whole night i was like, where's kronk?is she still like that? can i ask load from her? KRONK? :)) 

~SINGING MOMENTS 
YEEAAAYYYYYYYY, kahit na ako ang may pinakapangit na boses sa SCT YEAY PARIN =))))). PLUS THE RAP MOMENTS =))))))))) =)))))

~FILIPINO LOW
mansanasssssss pantalonnnnnnn~~~~~~~~~ blablabla =)) =)) =))
~WIDE AWAKE.
i was able to sleep during the second night then i woke at 3:42 and i didnt go back to sleep, when i woke up everyone was still asleep. i tried to sleep again but i cant. i did random things like. arrange my contacts, observe the room. etc. i cant turn on the lights because they were still asleep. * is scared during that time srsly :'(*


~MORNING WORSHIP 1.
by hong kong delegates :"> hello hymn to st.paul :))

~Talk about Media
IT IS SO GREAT. yeay. didnt feel sleepy. even a bit. the speaker deserves the biggest hug ever. XD he's so funny and i like the way he described the im-so-pretty girls and how the boys today walk =))

~SISTER AGANA
YOU DESERVE A BIG BIG BIG BIG HUG. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :) I LOVE YEW; I KNOW THE OTHER PAULINIANS LOVE YOU TOOO. *not all :| -- hate those people* 

~OCEAN PARK
didt really expect sister agan to surprise is with a trip to ocean park. haha. it's good. though it didnt meet my expectations. haha. 

~Friday Night
most sabaw night ever =)) hello to the coke bottle and the capss :)). HELLO TO EJAY ( EHJAY) :)) HELLO TO THE DOOR :))

~Cultural Night 2
THREE WORDS: GO HONG KONG! ~~~~~ XDDDDDDDDDD 

~Action planning
HAHA :) weeee :)

~SUCCESS CAMERA MOMENTS XDDDDD
*evil laugh*


~Bobo
Bobo is my first chinese friend! XD she's part of group F and she's also part of the subgroup where im in. She's a very very jolly and outgoing person. She's very friendly.

~Joanna
she's my second friend :) she's very prettyyyyy XD. as in super XD she's also a jolly person.
darryl : hi my name is Joanna
Joanna: Hi my name is darryl 
HAHA. :))  there was a time when bobo joined us in exchanging names

~Terranda.
i like your hair ;) srsly. 3rd friend! XD she's a quiet person. It's good that they still participate in our activities. 
one word : SAYANG :| :))

~CHRISTY. idk how to spell your name
HELLO =)) you're good in acting XD :D 
one word: SAYANG :| :))

~JACKIE a.k.a FRIES.
HELLO HAIR XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD AAHH THE HAIR XDDDDD
one word: PINAKASAYANG :| :))

~Dora
she's a bit quiet she's nice


~uniform
their uniform is nice XD aahh it's so cute. 



~ a lot of things happened there were good moments and urgh moments :D i met a lot of people. XD made friends woth other people XD yeay twas fun XD Thanks XD 

ROLLING RAINBOW STAR. LOL

~luvy, merry go round is so cute XD 
yes, im now a fan of pipo angels XD in the the luvly,merry go roung vid. the girl in blue is soo kawaaaiiiii XD
aaww she's so cute XD she reminds of rainie yang. srsly. 100 % single is also cool. though i hated it at first.

so my detective school dvd failed me. it's so clear and the subtitled are nice. but it's incomplete. it's only up to episode 30 +

rawr. i kinda hate how these days. :| 

~ja mata

i think my lay's worng. the arashi pic is not aligned properly. oh well. XD

~tasukete. im losing trakc of my japanese. for some reasons, im having a hard time speaking and translating basic japanese. im also havgin a hard time reading basic japanese words written in hiragana. tasukete! X-(

~ Tantei gakuen is now part of my MOST LOVED ANIME. It's in number 2 ;) YESS! Ouran koukou host club is number 1. ouran never failed me. they made me laugh. laugh hysterically :> Kyuu and ryuu are so cute whenever they have the same idea. kinta and kazuma is now my new yaoi fave :"> hee hee. megu? BYE. haha :)) kidding i like megu in the live. i mean shida mirai but megu in the anime? NAAWW :)) srsly. for me,in the anime no one deserves ryuuu.*only daru* kyuu looks good with yukihira and kazuma with kinta :"> hee hee. and then. there :)) im about to finish it! - if the pirated dvd wont fail me. XD

~meet POPOY. yeah, popoy is the eecky thing that popped on my finger. it's so eew. :'( haha :)) but ima, popoy's disappearing XD 



~ja mata

i have 5 minutes left before my sister invades the computer. i'll get this straight.

chinen and the whole hsj is part ofmy sacrifice this lent. yes, i watched ultra music power for  uhhh 3-5 times this lent :D haha. so yeah, i have my new love :D -- cause it's kinda boring when chinen's not here :'( HAHA. meet him ;)


my new boyfriend :)

~KAMIKI RYUNOSUKE
 he's kyu in tantei qakuen Q- he starred with my wife :> Shida mirai* YOU'RE SO PRETTY!* and my ex-husband Yamada :>

there :>

                                                                


at first he's UGLY :| haha :)) after 5 minutes










haha :)) OKAY NA =)))







anyway :)) there :> born may 19 1993 :> and and blood type : B - idk what sense that makes :))
uhh.. oops.   im done here :>



p.s


Chinen XD i still love yew ;) wait after easter ;) YEAY. and yuto and yama =))
SHIDA! hello pretty person ;;) love yew :))






~oyasumi

 ~OMEDETOU to my senpais XD yeay i mean my ates *excluding my older sister XD. kidding* idk if i can name them all. anyway :D Congrats! XD

main point of post: OMEDETOU TO ME XD -- JUST REALIZED. IM ALREADY A YEAR OLD FANGIRL!-- uuhh i mean JE FANGIRL. realized just now, after watching kitto daijobu ;) OMEDETOU~ *claps* More years for fandom! wo0t! :D

anyway :)) i mentioned that im gonna resume my fandom. i did XD to start i watched a lot of arashi videos. youtube hates me; it's working properly. so i just used crunchyroll. -- i missed crunchy i remember the days when i used to wake up at 5 *that was summer vacation then*  .. wake up at 5 am just to watch stand up. * I LOVE YOU NINO! XD* and to think i during that time, i sleep at like 11-12 *again, during summer vacation* i sleep late just to finish my drawing for the day XD yeay. ohyes, i watched lots of anime shows in crunchy :"> aaaww. :>

i watched step and go pv. again :> let me tell you what got my attention :>

to start, uuhh it goes like this....

1. the whole colorful attire 8-) it's sooo.. rainbow-ISH :)) ii fits arashi, PERFECTLY ;) i mean. if you go hire a gay here and ask him to wear something like that. - i'd puke. but if arashi wears sonething so colorful... :p~ kawaiiii ^_^
                                                                   

2.Jun's REFRESHING LOOK =)). i mean, it was always the hott jun :"> demo he failedme once-- auzora pedaru video, his very long hair looked kinda rapunzel-y to me. it's not that....uurrghh. next please :))
                                    
                                                                  
3. IT WAS LIKE.. WHO'S THIS PERSON? -- yes, the answer is JUN MATSUMOTO :"> looookk! hisss abs. wait abs ba talga yun?! =)))
                                                          
                                                                  
4. This is what i call... nino's warning XD TIS THE SHAWLLLLLLL XDD NINO WAS ATSUIIII :p~









~nehneh, otoosan's bugging me X-( need to go


~ja mata

 i love ken lee :"> -- the girl's voice is good. i was just.. urrgghh.. kinda.. uuhhmm.. eerr. anyway :)) -- haha :) i love you ken lee :"> ken lee tulibu dibu douchuu, ken lee meju more :)


yamada wrote a letter FOR ME. AND ONLYE FOR ME . =))


*thanks vrawr fomr littlix*


mada minu boku no taisetsu na kimi e,
kimi ni tegami wo kaku koto no hajimeteta ne.
fudan wa terekusa ienai kedo.
doushitemo kiite houshi koto ga atta no de, tegami ni shimashita.
daisuki na kimi ni kono kotoba wo okuri masu.
aisareru yori mo, aishitai. maji de.
iikagen de, tayorinakute, sonna boku dakedo.
boku wa aishite kureru kimi wo sono nan bai mo aishitai.
soshite sonna kimi wo honki de mamoritai to omotte irunda.
ima no boku wa, mada mada kodomo de,
hontouni tayorinai dakedo, kimi ni deau made ni,
kimi wo mamoreru no otoko ni naritai to omou.
dakara sore made matte te ne.
mada minu boku no taisetsu na kimi e,
yamada ryosuke yori. <333

translations (sorry these might not make sense cos im translating this word by word:p) :
to you, the one i cherish whom i have not seen yet,
this is the first time i am writing a letter to you.
normally i wouldnt be able to say this because im too shy. 
i had something i must tell you no matter what, so i wrote you this letter.
i want to send these words to you whom i like so much.
instead of being loved, i want to love more. really.
although i am an irresponsible person, and not someone you can depend on.
i want to love you many more times than how much you love me.
and i thought that, i seriously want to protect you.
although now i am still a child who cannot be depended on,
until i meet you, i thought that, i would like to become a man who can protect you.
so, until then, please wait for me.
to you, the one i cherish whom i have not seen yet,
from yamada ryosuke.



yamada is so sweeeet :"> 




~ja ne :D

Wii Cm -- Hey!say! Jump ;)

~basketball, everyone ;) -- kyyyyaaaa~ XD yamada, daisuki da yo :">

i found this one in felice's site the day when we were supposed to be studying for the exams. rawr.  there.

as usual, Yamada loves wa atsui :">-- basketball, minna? AAAII, lol. yamada fits basketball perfectly. YES ^_^. play basketball without your shirt XXD   yes! i like it when yuto just popped out from a corner and intruded yamada's scene :)) then everyone else did :)) while yamada was just there at back :))



well for my loves :) -- my ONLY TRUE LOVES :)). kawaii, neh?. anou.. you're always cute :) -- you know it. though there's a part that kinda distracted me.. when everyone is posing and then you go raise your leg. -- it's kinda gay :"> loves :"> =))

hey!say! BEST commercial was fine too. inoo and yuya wa kakkoi. :)


i cant wait. CHANCE TO CHANGE XD--- new singlee!!!! 



all in all -- i give it a 5. YEAY! :) -- GO HSJ! :)



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i lost something very important.- something that no one could replace. help me
 

haha. Those who love me *\:D/ yeay* - i love you too :). haha. anyway. this is going to be the first time i'll post something that is connected to my political life chevers. 

first of all, I KNOW EVERYONE WAS SURPRISED AND AFTERWARDS BITTER OF THE RESULTS OF OUR BATCH REP. I KNOW THAT. I MYSELF AM SUPRISED BIG TIME. even before i signed that application form, even before the party formation, even before i started asking my friends about how things will turn out if i run, I KNOW ALL WILL BE IN FAVOR OF EF. I MYSELF AM IN BIG FAVOR OF EF. I'd like to point out that EF is a hecka GOOD LEADER. I SWEAR NO ONE WILL DISAGREE WITH ME. YOU'RE SO DANG GOOOOOOD. i bet no one will ever replace that leadership of yours. next point: i tried my very very very very best to be open-minded.  i understood the fact that yes, i know a lot of you dont like me. * i dont like darryl either* i understood the fact that a lot of you are bitter about it. i dont know if bitter is the perfect word to describe it. what i completely dont understand is.. why the hell do people judge me easily? i mean it goes like this.... people actually said i'll fill the sophie's party with anime and jap thingies. ONE, I DONT HAVE THE GUTS TO DO THAT. TWO, PARTY? -- actually my plan is to let YOU *the people who said this* DO IT. i mean. GO ARRANGE IT THE WAY YOU WANT IT. i told my loves tish about this. yes, the two of us are the ONLY anime fans/jap thingies in classs. she pointed out that -- that is stereotyping :(. NEXT: go shoot me with all the bull you can throw to me. but throwing it to my friends? That's across the line. my friends are *not being bullied* uuhh.. somehow..  uuhh not really in a fight but the PEOPLE. * i mean to thoes who are mean to me :( * are offensive to the people to actually voted for me. NEXT: the computer lab incident. that day, when i woke up that day i told myself that i wouldnt cry anymore. the computer lab incident made me cry. i was kind of ashamed of myself. the whole class saw me crying yes even ms.bisona did. i alwasy cry. KAMON. everyone knows darryl flor malapitan lim is like biggest cry baby human race was able to produce. thing ig i told the people i wont cry anymore. tha incident just made me cry. even if i dont want to. when i told my onee-san that one. she cried. Seriously i didnt expect such an impossible thing. My sister crying over what's happening to me. i swear her face was as mad as hell. i dont durse people srsly. SHE WAS CURSING THOSE PEOPLE. anyway. today is my last day of being a freshman :D OMG. Last point: i visited my sister's blog. hoping to now who her crush is *evil laugh* i saw this. shocker for me. "Nasasaktan na ako ng todo. In general. Pati ako tinitira ng mga lecheng freshmen na yon, di na sila nakontento sa kapatid ko ".  My sister :( i hate the fact that the people who i love are getting affected in this situation of mine.

my message to the people who i refer to as PEOPLE or THEM : im serious. i now for a fact that i didnt do anything bad against you. IM POSITIVE. im sorry if ever i did something wrong. if ever :D and and last but not the least. i respect you for you who are in turn would you mind respect me too :D?

p.s i know you. i mean all of you. oh did i say i know who did the comp incident? i bet that wouldnt change a thing if i say to others so i might as well keep my mouth shut :D

To the people who supported me : Thanks a lot guys ;) AS IN THANKS. to everyone THANKS to SIKAT! to ONE-UNO, to my busmates, LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, ONE-THREE :D -- you were one of the people who was able to accept the fact thanks :D everyone thanks :D







will actually post my very very very long message to one-threee later. my mom's bugging me. XD




~ja ne

i made a new blog. here : http://daru-chan07.livejournal.com and after 24 hours. i decided to abandon it. yes, im cool like that. haha.

This week is our exam week. YEAY for me [/sarcasm] for at least i have a chance to raise my grades. They're freakingly goind down. I was able to complete my notes in engrrish. yeay! and complete my pointers. *another Yeay!* I shall start studying. :|

before i end i'd like to point this out. it's been months since i was last updated from the arashi fandom :(. the last thing that i was able to watch was the step and go video.i didnt even know that jun would be a beverage commercial model. rawr. i missh arashi :( 

from my blog :D -- the urgh forgotten one

"actually i was copying my notes, i mean the notes that i missed when i found this video of Jun. *claps* he's now a commercial model of pepsi mex zero. the video actually made me realize how far i am *now* from the fandom. it's like... :(( -- you know it. when you're not that updated with them anymore :( You have lots of school work to do and you still want to fangirl. anyway :)) there :D -- back to my studies



    oh yeah. and JUN! -- you're so HOTT - as always ;) 


     will be posting a review about the commercial next weeeek XD "

*ehem* i made a message for arashi XDD haha :)) sorry if it sounds kind of a farewell message.
JUUUNNN -- you're my first japanese boyfriend ;) i'd like you to know that YOU'RE ARE SO FREAKING HOTT ;) GOOD LUCK ON HYD MOVIE. I KNOW IT'S GOIND TO BE A HIT! 
NINOOO -- i used you in my campaign. i was able to gain a vote because of you ;) haha kidding =)). no nino. a few non-fangirl batchmates of mine are falling for you :"> ayyyeeeeee. 
SHOOOOO -- you never failed to amaze me with your rap :) you alway bring out the best in every single. GO SHOOO!
OHNOO -- RIDAAA~! lol. ohmiya will always be in my heart ;) OTP ;) i miss your solo performances. *especially song for me and rain* ~this is only the beginning~~ aishiteru!
AIBAA -- at first you're the one who i didnt find cute. :| srsly. but you know after your birthday, i found you fun--ny :) AAIBAAAA XDDD you're so fine ;) LOVES :)


YES, I SHALL RESUME MY FANDOM AFTER EXAM WEEEEK.  for now, i think i should concentrate on my grades. :| haaha.


~ja

soo. it goes like this...

uhmm before our exams for the first quarter.my friend and i had a chat about things.She told me taki was here in the philippines. so i was like WAAAH! where? she said Taki was in davao. sooo. that means i cant go and see Taki. * oh for the love of keigo* DAVAO is SSSO FAR FROM MANILA specifically PASIG. rawr. so i was likeee. " AAW.nooo :(( " . well, during that time , he  was in davao and i in pasig so it wsss a BIT okay. * a bit* because it's not my fault * me not seeing taki* i blame the distance.

note : I BLAME THE DISTANCE.


next thing i saw HE'S IN MANILA.

rawr. CHECK THIS.

NOOOO.

that's the only thing i can say when i saw that : NOOOO.

http://ailamarie.vox.com/


OHWELL. think positive : GOOD THING IT'S TAKI NOT ARASHI OR KAT-TUN. ETC

we didnt have classes last wednesday , thursday and FRIDAY. so definitley we wont have classes for the next two days * SATURDAY AND SUNDAY* and monday is a holiday. SO NO CLASSES FOR 1,2,3 --6 DAYS. rawr. teachers will surely rush us. 

anyway i watch you pv - by AKT-TUN :"> AGAIN. jin is so cute :) 3:35 of the pv. WATCH IT CAREFULLY. he'll wink ;). AAAh. OH btw. i started watching sapuri :). KAME owns the pink phone :)JIN is LOVE :)

_hatesI WAS ABLE TO CHANGE THE SITE! yeay :]. i dont care what's written there.  can you fell the sumer? I DONT CARE * mind you it's currently raining* as loooooong as arashi looks so damn HOT and SMEXY I DONT CARE WHAT'S WRITTEN. hey, nino is ssssso cute right there. and and AIBA!. it's the second time i saw aiba in a <i> passable</i> angle. * mind you the first time was.. the tomadoinagar vid! when he was holding the toy helicopter{?} was that a toy helicopter? * anyway, yeah aiba = passable or others might define it as BEAR-ABLE. ohh.. im implementing freedom of speech. AIBA FANS peace. :) PEACE :). yeah though the layout is yellow-ISH. I DONT CARE :). it's kawaii, neh?

okay change topic. --- the rain :). almost everyone is praying for the rain!. I TELL YOU> -- IM NOT,  no offense in my point of view, those who pray for the rain have a reason. and for that reason is sooper pointless. FREEDOM OF SPEECH> they say they arent done doing their homeworks. * i tell you. im also not done but whose fault is it? * they say they're LAZY to go to school. * mind you, SLOTH is one of the capital sins and YOUR PARENTS paid :| * anyway im too harsh. :| anyway. wait. what about the street children? the batchoy people * consult the filipino documentary : basura by jay taruc from i-witness  get educated:)* what about the tambakeros? what about them?! . OK I NEED TO STOP THIS> so.. wait. bakc to watching vids :) and ahahaha i left my homeworks un-done :->

okay so i said i wont be posting. you see. i was able to use a customized layout. and and i was motivated [?] to start posting :) I SWEAR I'LL POST NA> FOR SURE

okay so i obviously brok a promise. * scroll down*. :| but! what can i do?! im busy && when i say BUSY. I MEAN IT. okay so. just to let everyone know :] * i wont be using this anymore. OHWAIT. joke. i wont be posting :].. yeah :]. okay? BUH-BYE :]. * RAWR. now back to my math and science HW :(* 

i wanna use my LJ :)
so ill sart posting here :)
got that? GOOD :D

and yeah, i wanna know how to customize my own page :|

OMG. nino is LOVE. and when sho raps i just melt. yeah. i melt. :)). i love ohno's voice :) and JUN'S FACE VALUE =)). i dont heart aiba that much. *big shocker there :)) * ohyean nino celebrated hius birthday yesterday. yeay :). HE'S OLD NA :))